Tuesday, July 29, 2014

I took you for granted when you were all that I needed.

I'm listening to the new Jenny Lewis album right now.  It makes me want to go to California, 'cuz it's totally got a laid-back, sun-soaked vibe.  So far at least.  I'm still on listen #1 because I keep getting stuck on this song:



This song stood out to me when she played it at TURF.  I love it, and I think we've all felt this way before.  Becca T and I have had some deep conversations about how messed up Facebook is, and how it makes everyone's life look awesome and sparkly and perfect, and it can bring you down when you are looking at perfect pictures of other people when you are in an emo-mood sitting in your pjs wondering WTF.  Of course, I only post the shiniest, happiest photos online to make my life look perfect too.

Oh, the internet.  It's kind of like alcohol: the cause of, and solution to, all of life's problems.

Today was a super fun day though.  The weather is unseasonably cool for July in Toronto, which is typically hot and humid.  Becca and I went for a run together, and then I took her to see Begin Again (#2 for me) since I knew she's love it, and I was down with seeing it again.  We did some light shopping, and then met up with Mathew for sushi, and then headed back to my place for an old tradition (circa 2009): watching The Bachelorette finale.  This season has been super boring, and I haven't been paying much attention, but it was fun all of the same laughing at the show.  However, then it got rather depressing watching someone getting his heart broken.  Then, during the After The Final Rose special, things got super awkward and all I have to say is that the sexual politics on that show are messed up (unsurprisingly). 

Admittedly, I was way more into the baseball game that we turned to during commercials.  Jays: 14.  Boston: 1.  Vengeance for about a week ago when that score was flipped.

I can't believe I leave for my Europe trip in less than a week.  Amazing.

Sunday, July 27, 2014

There is no blues that could sound as heartfelt as mine...

AKA what I'm into these days, where #1 is...

1) Listening to Los Campesinos! loudly on vinyl as Rilo Kitty makes this face


For a cat named after an emo-ish band, she does not tolerate my emo moods with loud music.

2) This song by Sia from her album "1000 Form of Fear".  My favourite song is "Elastic Hear" because, sigh, it describes my life.  But good album overall.



3) Rainbow Rowell - She wrote the amazing YA book "Eleanor & Park" which *everyone* should read.  Male, female, old, young, whatever.  If you have a heart, you'll love this book.  I just read one of her adult novels, "Attachments", and it was warm and fuzzy, yet not lame, and made me feel happy.  Imma gonna read every one of her books.

4) Beer - I used to love wine, but these days, I prefer beer.  What the what?  Also, I was in the LC (I prefer Manitoba lexicon folks), and a lady was asking an employee to help her find Corona Light (what that exists?), and he said they didn't carry it.  Then, she said "okay, where are your light beers, you know, beers for women?" And in my eavesdropping head, I wanted to say "wha??  All of the beers are for women!  You are just looking for the subsection of beers for lightweights, which does not include me, who is a woman."  Ugh.  Everyday sexism.

5) Becca T is here!  It's a nice day when your BFF/roomie for five years is staying in your home like it is almost university and it takes a good ten-plus years off of your age, and you stay up gossiping about boys like you are 21 years old.  Good times.  And tomorrow we will shop and watch movies.  I want to take her to see "Begin Again" which I saw last week, but is the perfect movie to see with your music-loving BFF.

Monday, July 21, 2014

Watching.

I've been watching a lot of stuff this summer.  This is great.  I feel like I'm always behind on TV/movies, and although I still am, I'm glad that I'm getting some good screen time in.  I'm also making great use of Netflix.  I love Netflix, but there are entire months that go by during the school year when I watch nothing.  Here are some of the notable things I've been watching.

TV Shows1) OITNB - Last summer, I binge-watched season 1 of Orange Is The New Black in a weekend.  I was so excited for season 2, but restrained myself when it came out in June, while I still had a tonne of marking on my plate.  I knew that if I started while I had deadlines at work, it would end up with me being called to the principal's office for not having my report cards done.  And, I made the right choice.  Season 2 is amazing; I can't believe how the plot and characters were so much more enriched than season 1.  One day I think I watched about eight episodes at once because I realized that nothing was going to get done until I got through that show.

2) Dateline - Okay, I will admit it.  One of my new weird obsessions is Dateline NBC, and it's all because of my friend Mathew, who likes the show a lot.  Personally, I liked the SNL sketches with Bill Hader that parodied Keith Morrison's creepiness, and I started watching because my friend talked about the show all of the time, and I secretly really enjoy Keith Morrison's creepiness.  Anyway, I've used the summer to catch up on episodes of this show.

It's paid off I guess, because on Friday Mathew, some friends, and I went out for drinks after the Jays' game and we had a great conversation about murder, based upon Mathew's and my Dateline obsession.  It was hilarious.

And, this is the best parody of Keith's creepiness, done by himself.  This is really why I love Dateline.  This bit is one of the highlights of my summer.



3) The Mindy Project - I just started watching this show last night on Netflix and I love it!  I can't believe I didn't start earlier.  It's nice to find a comedy that you can related to.

4) The Bachelorette - I watch this damned show every season.  This season has been rather boring (it could be because I haven't been drinking whilst watching this year), but next week is the finale, and yes, I'm going to make a night of it.  I'm not taking any social appointments that evening.

Movies

1) Chef - I saw this on Saturday and it was a really nice movie.  Highly recommended to any foodies out there.



2) Begin Again - I wanted to see this movie on Saturday, but we went with Chef again, so I took myself to see it this afternoon, because afternoon movies are a great perk of being on vacation.  I LOVED IT.  It's written/directed by the same guy who made the movie Once, and it's an indie rock musical.  Both of the lead actors (Keira Knightley, Mark Ruffalo) are amazing, as are the songs.  So far this is my favourite movie of the summer.




3) An Unreal Dream: The Michael Morton Story/The Central Park Five - These are two documentaries about innocent people convicted of crimes that they didn't commit.  Basically, they are like episodes of Dateline, without the added bonus of Keith Morrison.  Both docs are very well done, and will make you very angry at the legal system, and amazed at how strong and peaceful the people who were railroaded are.  It's so tragic that in each of these cases, there ended up additional more victims of crime mainly because law enforcement just wanted convictions, and not the truth.  Both are on Netflix.

Bonus Music Find:

I've been obsessively listening to the album Strange Desire by Bleachers.  It's great summer music.  It's even got guest vocals by Grimes and Yoko Ono (!) on a couple of tracks.  I highly recommend this album.



Friday, July 18, 2014

#100happydays

100 days ago, I began the #100happydays photo challenge over on my Instagram page.  I'm happy to say that this was my first successfully completed photo challenge.  (In 2013 I tried to do a photo-a-day challenge but I failed because some stuff in my personal life exploded, and I no longer felt like taking any photos for awhile.)

Anyhow, I'm super glad I attempted and completed this challenge.  The idea is simple: each day take a picture of something/someone/someplace that brings you joy.  Some days it was extremely easy to find that happy moment, like the first day of my challenge back on April 10th, when I saw The National at Massey Hall.

Or when I completed my Simpsons Lego set:

 

Or when I finished my first half marathon,

 

Or when I visited St. Louis:


Or when I made my dad take a selfie in our matching St. Louis bird-on-a-bat hats:

 

Or when I had beer at the AGO in front of a Monet during one of their first Thursday events with a pal:


Or when I Field Tripped with my pal Matt from Wpg:


Or when I ran into Ace at a Jays' game (I love that bird):



Or when I was a bridesmaid in my friend Wendy's wedding:


Or when I went to the Skydome on Canada Day and got to see an exciting baseball game and a big ol' flag:
Or when I TURFed with my friends Paul & Eric:


But what was almost more valuable than capturing these super obviously fun and happy moments in photos was finding a happy moment on those days when I wasn't feeling overly happy.  Those days were challenging.  But, I forced myself to look for something on those days that made me happy, even if it was just a song that I was listening to, a bowl of cherries, or Rilo making a funny face.  Or, even better, I would make myself go do something happy.

Like on parent-teacher interview day, which is always very long and exhausting, I was sure to treat myself to a cup of tea at the mall:


Or one day when I forced myself to go out for a run in cold weather, even though I just wanted to chill on my couch, and I felt so much better after the run:



Or one day when I treated myself to a beer and a really bad book on a patio to unwind from a long day of marking:


Today was day #100.  I went to a BBQ with some of my work friends' at my dear work spouse's house.  The company, food, and laughter were all fantastic and heart-warming.  To capture the day, I took a photo of the My Little Pony paper plate that I was given to eat my food on.  I loved it, and started to laugh really hard when I got it, and decided that the silly plate captured the mood of the evening perfectly, because friendship is magic.   (Bahaha, if you've seen the new My Little Pony series, which is called My Little Pony Friendship is Magic you would have laughed at my joke there, I'm sure.  But you would have only gotten that if you hang out with five-year olds a lot, or are a bronie.)
 

I leave this challenge feeling immensely grateful for my life: I am lucky enough to have friends, family, and a job that bring me joy.  I get to travel, go to concerts, baseballs games, run races, collect Lego and records, and have an eccentric cat friend.  I have so much to appreciate, and even on days when I'm not feeling appreciative, I have the means to go do something about it.  It's so important for everyone to recognize the happy in their lives, and I'm glad that this photo challenge made me do it.  I might not photograph it, but I want to be sure I end end each day reflecting on the good and happy moments in my life and being thankful for them.

Wednesday, July 16, 2014

Scribble something down quick; try to make the words stick.

This is my favourite song these days.



Do you ever wonder how the hell you became an adult?  I often feel that I am completely ill-equipped to be a grown-up.  A friend of mine posted some article about the difference about being in your twenties and in your thirties, and while yes, I can relate to many thirty-something stereotypes, like a love of sleep, and not being able to stay out as late as I used to, I still have a lot of twenty-something qualities like my kitchen pretty much just being the place where my microwave lives, and the fact that I still have cast-off dishes.  I could buy nicer dishes, but using that money for oh, a train ticket from Vienna to Munich, always seems like a better idea.

I get so busy during the school year, that I can often use that as an excuse for hiding from adult responsibility.  When summer comes along, however, I have time to do all of the adult things, and I've tackled some of them lately.  In fact, this awesome blog post from Hyperbole & A Half always comes to mind whenever I decide that I'm going do some responsible adult stuff. 

 This was me today:



After my financial wheeling-and-dealing, I rewarded myself with a beer on a patio.  Then a nap.

The other adult task I tackled this summer was finally getting my eyesight checked after goodness knows how many years.  I was pretty sure that I could see fine, but good to get a professional opinion, right?   Who knows what kind of ocular disorders could be developing?

I found myself an optometrist down the street from me and made an appointment for my first eye-exam in a long time.  He did one test where a picture of my eyeball was taken, and I got to see my optic nerve on a computer screen!  (science nerd alert)  After all that, I passed all of my tests with flying colours, but I am a bit hyperoptic (far-sighted).  He wrote me a prescription for reading glasses that are supposed to help me avoid tiredness and headaches when I'm doing close-up things like reading, looking at a computer screen, and (ugh) marking. 

I got the glasses today and I think they make me look a little bit Liz Lemon-y.  I guess I should wear them if I ever feel like getting my night cheese on.



The older I get, the more I realize I think we're all just playing along at this adult-game because we have to.  As I've grown-up, I realize my parents were making it up as they went along, my teachers made it up as they went along, and now I'm totally making it up as I go along.

And now that I've gotten some grown-up shit done, and some philosophical thinking, I can curl up again with my YA book, because I'm all about the YA fiction these days.  I'll have to write a post about it later.

Sunday, July 13, 2014

Lately...

I've been reading a lot, watching baseball, soccer, and Dateline.  Went on a traditional cross-border shopping trip in Buffalo with friends from work, and even though I swore I'd buy nothing, I got myself some new clothes, jewellery, and towels. Got many fun trinkets and junk food at the American Target.  Ate at the Cheesecake Factory.  Oh man, that place is so good and explains the obesity epidemic in the US.  Had a pint of Blue Moon (love that beer).

Good times.

I've been reviewing my trip itinerary for August.  It's getting close!  I can't wait.

Wednesday, July 09, 2014

Come on if you're gonna come on.

I was going to blog about the amazing evening I had when I saw Twin Forks for the second time in three days, this time at the Legendary Horseshoe Tavern, but I wrote to my dear friend Becca T, and I'm just going to post the email because I kind of love it, superfluous exclamation points and all.

So Elaine came with me tonight to see Twin Forks, Dashboard's new band, at the HORSESHOE TAVERN!!!!  She had lots of fun, and it was a great show!  You should have been there.  I am going to look for a random bar concert to go to when you are here, OK?

Anyway, YES, he is still as attractive as ever and his new music is great.  It's like bluegrass-emo!  You should get thee on the iTunes and download the Twin Forks LP.  I bought the vinyl tonight and I'm listening to it as I drink Bourbonade.  (Bourbon + Lemonade which my pal Matt from Winnipeg invented tonight and I named.) 

Also, he played three old Dashboard songs: Swiss Army Romance, Hands Down, and Stolen and everyone sang along like they were on Dashboard Confessional Unplugged (remember how much you hated that?).  Poor Elaine, she was asked me a question when he started Swiss Army Romance and I screamed and jumped into the air, launched into song, and high-fived the beer-hoister* in front of me.

It was a fun time. 

Twin Forks.  Trust me.  It's Dashboard for our thirties.

Seeing a concert at the Horseshoe (or other small-ish venues) on a warm summer's night brought me back to my early twenties because that's what Becca T and I used to do.  I even had the impulse to walk all the way home tonight, because that's what we used to do back then to save money on subway fare, but then I realized that I live much farther away from downtown now, and I have a Metropass anyway. 

*Beer-hoister is a term we use for those who hoist their beer into the air in celebration during a concert.